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功能失常

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我從七歲時就開始記日記。我喜歡用筆記在紙上,紙上有信手的塗鴉、潦草的文字、劃去的難以辨認的字眼……

 

我現在在寫的這本日記叫“功能失調”,由 Knock Knoch.com出版。這是一位摯友送我的禮物。我們都覺得我的筆名很好笑,因爲它和出版社的名字念起來太像了。

 

這本書的序言是這麽寫的:

 

這本日記記載了我謎一樣吸引人的功能失常、神經衰弱症、情感、心內的孩童、羞愧和懷疑的時刻、投射、自我厭惡、厭世和完全正常的精神錯亂,因爲我和其他人的唯一差別就在于,我承認自己有多瘋狂,而他們都麻木地否認著……

 

每一頁上都有一句關于神經衰弱症的引言。我覺得大多數都很有趣,而且很有道理……

 

這本筆記是我的寫照,它在“功能失常”的經曆裏發掘幽默,是對生活的一記嘲諷。我發現能自嘲是接納自己的關鍵。和這本日記一樣,這篇博客的主要目的就是宣泄我的意識流,但還得頂著一把保護傘,宣稱“我不以盡情做自己爲恥”。

 

在這裏,我不是想說服你,也不想給你什麽建議。我是在分享自己,希望在某個特定日子裏,你也能收獲所需的靈感。

 

我代表誰?我發展著,改變著。我們都是這樣,有各自的彩虹,也有各自的陰影。真實地面對它們吧。

 

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about Noch Noch

Enoch Li, (pen name: Noch Noch) is born and raised in Hong Kong and Australia. She has also studied / worked / lived in the US, France, UK, Japan, The Netherlands, China, and has travelled to more than 40 countries. She loves travelling and her curiosity in foreign cultures and languages has led her to enjoy her life as an international executive in the banking & finance industry. However, she was forced to take time off work in 2010 due to her illnesses and after spending time in recovery, cooking, practising Chinese calligraphy, reading and writing – in short, learning to take care of herself and letting out the residual work stress, she has transitioned into a Play Consultant for corporates interested in creative change management and employee well-being using the psychology of playfulness.