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我好累

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有些日子,當我一覺醒來,發現自己還活著,仍在呼吸著,我就感到厭倦。我厭倦了把自己的時間安排得滿滿的,去做各種事情,與各種人見面,所以我不像有時,會覺得自己與這世界無關。

如果真的沒有什麼值得高興,雀躍的事情,我厭倦了微笑和保持開心的樣子——我很感激自己所擁有的一切,但這只是我的生活和經歷,所以,並沒有什麼特別的。

有時,我覺得自己情感上很空虛,一點也不感性。

我很厭倦自己得了抑鬱症,或者我習以為常的大哭。

只是我不得不習慣。我做自己做得好累。

對於這些所謂的能夠塑造我性格的挑戰,我也十分厭倦,如果我有足夠的毅力,一定會有所改變

我厭倦了坐著發呆。我厭倦了忙忙碌碌。

我厭倦了思考,和不思考。

今天,我只是累了。我只是在做自己。

這並沒有關係

about Noch Noch

Enoch Li, (pen name: Noch Noch) was born and raised in Hong Kong and Australia. She has also studied / worked / lived in the US, France, UK, Japan, The Netherlands, China, and has travelled to more than 40 countries. She loves travelling and her curiosity in foreign cultures and languages has led her to enjoy her life as an international executive in the banking & finance industry. However, she was forced to take time off work in 2010 due to her illnesses and after spending time in recovery, cooking, practising Chinese calligraphy, reading and writing – in short, learning to take care of herself and letting out the residual work stress, she has transitioned into a Social Entrepreneur and founded BEARAPY to help corporates make workplaces mentally healthy, and support executives to become more resilient.